People, when u really wanna get one thing, u'r usually difficult to get it.

 

Yup, I really wanna have something at the moment, but I know, I can't have it in a short time or in a foreseeable future. Sometimes, things are just too remote that u can never predict when they will happen. What I can do is only, waiting, waiting, waiting. However, I wanna say, I don't wanna wait anymore, can it just happen now or soon?

 

People may think, when they eventually get something, they will be simply satisfied and never wanna anything else. They're wrong, we all know that. We never get enough!!!

 

 

實在系好想用翻中文寫也, 所以我決定呢次用中文.

 

今日放工翻屋企既時候, 系屋企附近又聽到有人打鼓啦!!!!  系系同一個地方傳出黎嘎!!! 打既節奏好簡單, 不過聽得出打果個人想從簡單既節奏入面變D趣味出黎. 好羨慕啊!!!!!!! 過左澳洲之後, 從來都無掂過鼓了. 可能系因為完全進入吳到果個世界掛, 又可能系我自己根本無系呢方面努力過. 每次見到人地打鼓, 都好有衝動自己去玩下, 但系又無膽喔, 所以就得個恨字了, 呵呵.

 

其實好多時都會林起以前同廁所距地一起玩BAND既日子嘎. 林翻起都覺得好正!!! 同三班人玩過BAND, 始終覺得同廁所距地系最夾既. 可能系因為大家中意既音樂類型差吳多啦, 所以雖然大家既水平吳算好好, 但系同距地真系算好有默契嘎!!! 仲有啊, 好記得廁所個師父啊!!! 吳系見過好多次面, 不過據好好人嘎, 呵呵!! 見到廁所既時候, 成日都會話" 幾時再一起玩過啊??!!". 不過,看怕都遙遙無期了!!!

 

從打鼓, 林翻起我學琴, 再林翻起自己學其他也, 突然間覺得自己其實好三分鐘熱度. 好多也, 用左錢, 擺好駕勢, 好似要好好學習禁既樣, 但系到最後,都一樣一樣禁放低左. 成日覺得自己無時間負擔禁多也, 但系事實系點, 自己最清楚啦. 怪就怪自己從來都吳強逼自己去做一樣自己想做既也, 太容易妥協了我.

 

Anyway啦, 希望自己可以好似個blog既title禁啦!! 真系好鐘意呢幾句話, 都好希望自己都系個禁既人!!

Recently I always think, if I don't have to study in mq, I will certainly move out from Marsfield. Dunno why, I just don't like this place that much.

 

Wanna move to some places that we seldom go during our uni time. Willoughby, lane cove or somewhere else.  Sometimes, I just wanna go out from anything that seem familiar to me.

 

Went to Manly, and saw Carmen. She looked quite happy with her change to ICMS. Well, I can't say that college is really good. However, Carmen seems really good now, hehe. Got out of wat she didn't like to read, stayed in Manly, was finally with her bf. She is living in the way described as her msn name "happy days", hehe. Quite admire her, also quite happy for her. Since she left mq, I think we won't meet so often as before. Anyway, still hope she can keep the happiness forever.

Hehe, Yum cha with 4 girls, went to manly with 3 girls, had dinner with 2 girls, met 1 old girl friend and, hehe, went home by myself.

 

Wat a Valentine's Day, all girls!!!!

 

Anyway, better than spent it alone, right?? hehe

Wanna say, I am thinking of sth quite often recently. Sth that's merely possible.

 

Wanna say, I really wanna try sth. But I really have to wait, dunno for how long.

 

Wanna say, Jacqualine is really a nice person, hehe!!! I am quite glad that I have known her.

People r always contradictive.

 

When u'r in school term, u wanna a holiday; once u do enter a holiday, u wish u can go back to uni soon.

 

Since i have no much money to spend, I can only stay home everyday. That's really quite boring. Reading, watching tv, and then reading and then watching tv again. It seems i've already sticked to the chair and can't move elsewhere at all.

 

Maybe I should go out for a walk, but the sun is so bright!!!  I don't like hot weather. And, wandering around with no purpose is also boring. Boring boring, every thing is boring. It seems exciting things all need money. But I don't have any. Forget it!!!

 

I should be positive and do something!!!!!!!! Don't drown in the boreness made by myself!! Cheer up cheer up!!!!!! Feb will pass soon, then i can have a busy life again, haha!!!!!!!

I did really fail!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Eh, maybe within many people's expectation.

 

Well, really disappointing, but except that, nothing else. The whole test, I think I was doing well, except for that F***ing truck, blogged my way. I knew I have to be awared and not to go too close. But, my "close" is different from the officer's "close". Then, I became someone that has not much common sense!!!!!!!!! Anyway, that's all becoz of the D*** truck!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Anyway, waiting for the next one.  Hope i will pass next time, and no more F***ing trucks!!!!

It finally comes!!!!!!!! My driving test!!!!!!!!

 

Try to tell myself nothing is worth worrying. Pass, that's great. Fail, then wait for the next time.

 

But, still always feel nervous, very NERVOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not sure whether I can sleep or not tonight!!!!!!!!! I don't want to think about it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Why my driving is developed by this way!! I should be really excite about that, coz I thought I like driving a lot (all becoz of those racing games!!!!!!!!!!). OK, when it really comes, it really doesn't feel exciting at all.

 

Anyway, I MUST GET MY RED P!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Car is a necessity!!!!!!!! It's really convinient to go with it than only with my two leg, especially when I go for shopping!!!  Wait for me, driving test!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I will pass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally, finally, finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Finally finished the horrible summer courses!!!!!!!! GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And at the same time, also finished, hehe, the job thing (I have done my part anyway, hehe).

 

Really a relief to get these two things done!!!

 

But there's a big challenge waiting for me------ the driving test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Really worry abt it. Hope I can pass just by once, I don't wanna keep going on the lessons anymore( although that's the only chance I can drive). Actually, I am quite contraditive in this problem myself. Dunno wat I am really thinking. It seems I like driving, but, once thinking about the lessons and the test, they're just like a huge stone pressing to my heart!!! Wondering the reason for this, but really have no idea. Anyway, Tuesday will be the day!! God bless me!!! One time, passs!!!!!!!!!!! That's easy, right?  HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, I will fight!!!!

 

Fight, fight, fight!!!!

 

(Wondering how many people will be this struggle like me for only a driving test, I am weired)