Really really busy this two weeks!!! It's like crazy, working and studying!!!! God, u have to help me!!

 

Next week, have to work for the max 20 hours, faint now!!! Wat's more horrible is, have to get started working at 8am on wed and thur, killing me!!!!!!!!!! Never did that before, seriously doubt that whether i can still live after the week!!!!

 

Study seems not going on very well, got heaps of things distracting my mind when doing the readings and hw!!!  Nevertheless, this term is the thoughest one!!! The two 300 level accg are driving me crazy!!! Frankly, really hate myself for being so easily-distracted and low efficient. Help me !!!!

 

Anyway, time is non-stop, have to keep going! Catch up catch up and catch up. Hurry hurry and hurry.

 

 

Totally lost in today's 253 lecture, the lecturer was really crazy.

 

U could only see heaps of formulas on the notes and very brief and theoretical explaination, except that, nothing more!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!! I could only follow him in the first few minutes, and then, I was totally travelling nowhere in my mind!!!! Well, i know the lecturer should be really a genius in this area, but, he can't just think that we're just as "super" as him!!! I wonder how many people did actually understand the lecture today. It was very quiet in class, but I reckoned most of the ppl was just getting nowhere as I was, haha.

 

Oh, and, I finally quit my job on weekend, hehe, relief!!!!!! I was really tired the last two weeks!!! This sem's subjects are really driving me crazy. God bless me!!!!! Now, finally dropped one job, really great!!!! I have to spend more time on my study, the last two terms are really critical!!!!

 

And, today I realize one thing more!!! Feeling a bit down, but anyway, I should focus on the thing I should focus!!!!!!!!

Ok, that was really a coincident!!!!!!!!!! I really didn't expect that would happen.

 

Everything happens based on another thing.

 

It's like, firstly, I found out some more work to do unexpectedly when I was supposed to leave work. Ok, then I finished the work, then I planned to go home.

 

When I went to the bus stop, checked the timetable, I found that the 290 had just gone away. WTF!!! But, it didn't matter. I can wait for other buses and then tranfered in Lane Cove. And very unexpectedly, some time passes, no bus came. Then i began to wonder where i should go, directly go home, or go to Chatswood for sushi, or go to city for JP hot food. Wondering and wondering and wondering, then I decided to go to city. Dunno why I chose city, what I thought at that time was only I want the food there the most, haha.

 

Ok, too much nonsense. Now is the most important moment. I went to the train station, step into a carriage i usually wouldn't step into. Then, haha, not long after, he came into the train too!! Really unexpected!!!!!!!! Really Really Really unexpected!!!!! We sat together, had a talk, very short, but it was the first time!!! We never talk except for business things. Hehe, today is the first time we talked of sth that's not abt work!!

 

However, maybe that's the only chance, as I really won't have such a chance again because today was really really really a coincident. There were so many unexpected factors. Hahaha, so unexpected that I thought it was  really arranged by god!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

 

Know some background of him, quite impressive!!! But anyway, he's quite far away for me, hehe!!! Too far to reach. And, I may have to leave the work at anytime after my graduation. So, shouldn't think too much.

Get back to uni this week. Woooo, it's O' week this week. Actually, i didn't attend much of the activities. Wandering around the little 'shops' with Ivy for around half and hour, got some free stuff, but nothing very exciting.

 

Work a lot this week, plus classes, really tired. I think i still haven't gone back to the study mood. Wat a shame. From this term on, I will start the really tough units, dunno whether I can survive. I am really beaten off by busl250 in the summer. The sucking result really made me confuse with my study method. Maybe have to find a new way to get through from now on.

 

Anyway, study study study, then work work work, this term, my life may mostly make up by this two things. Hehe, think positively, they're all good acts, makeing me feel i am really living life positively. Frankly speaking, actually most of the time i just devote to work. The week almost ends, but I hardly read any pages of any textbooks. Really have to catch up!! Really don't wanna have a heart breaking result again.