应该讲终于入冬了挂！！！　入冬入冬！！！　哎，　入冬了！！！

 

虽然之前好期待冬天（因为冷衫拿晒出黎，好想稳机会着），但系到距真系黎到，我就觉得有Ｄ难过了．冬天实在太萧瑟了，而且好容易令到我挂住屋企，挂住ＤＡＤＤＹ，ＭＵＭＭＹ．

 

琴晚终于要将羽绒被拿出黎，今日都要着星星袍了！！！　好ＥＮＪＯＹ果种比厚衣服或者被子裹得好温暖既感觉．

 

ＭＩＤ－ＴＥＲＭ　ＢＲＥＡＫ已经过左一半了，不过我一Ｄ野都未开始做．讲左几日话要去ＬＩＢＲＡＲＹ看书，不过后来都训得太晚，所以无去了！！　其实觉得自己禁样好颓废噶，而且看住一大堆功课，我其实都几心急．跟住呢个星期系真系要认真努力了．最后一年了，要比心机啊！！前两日有两个ＦＲＩＥＮＤ毕业，看到距地准备毕业典礼，自己觉得好感触．今年一定要好好读书，下一年一定要顺利毕业，如果吴系，就太对吴住大家了！！！！

 

ＯＨ，ＢＴＷ，呢排好中意贺小美啊，哈哈！！！好靓仔啊！！！（花痴啦，花痴啦！！！！）

 

 

最近吴正常，的确吴系好正常．吴知系点解，　但系觉得自己有Ｄ事．

 

好中意一个人，经常觉得自己同人地相处吴落黎，　无论系边度，　都有禁既感觉．

 

好想好想自己一个，做自己想做既事．　琴晚突然间有某个计划，但系今日都系决定放弃．现实归现实，我无可能吴理一切去做我中意做既也．至少现时，我仲未做得出．或者我就系呢种人，得个林，好少付于实行！！吴中意自己禁样，不过我事实我就系禁既人．

 

 

When I walked home from uni tonight, saw a plane, then missed my home!!!

 

Actually I had that feeling before several times, especially when i was alone.

 

Missing my parents more and more, more and more!! Just can't control myself. Also, think of the old days, when I was still able to do the things i like. It seems they are all going away, further and further.

 

Always wondering, maybe I am really experiencing growing up now! Sometimes I think I can actually feel the process if I haven't misunderstood it. It's like, you feel you'r changing, from good to bad, from bad to good. You have to take up more things, joy, grief, anger and frustration. You try to do things you don't wanna do before, bear responsibilities you may not prepare for before. A new life, maybe, but it's really difficult. Especially when you know your parents are caring for you in your own country.

 

Well, my mind seems so messed up!!!

I love L'arc~en~ciel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Suddenly wanna listen to their songs, desperately!!!!

 

Strongly recommend.