Well, I don't know wat I am doing these days. Today, I was totally messed up!!!!

 

There are too many faults!!! When i first came in the office this moring, D told me straight away!! And then, maybe half an hour later, he came again!!! Another mistake!!! and then sometime later, K came!!! Another mistake again!!! OMG!!!! Wat am I doing????!!!!! It really made me feel so bad!! I have been doing this for more than half a year already!!!! Really dunno wat I am thinking when I work!!! Really careless!!!

 

It seems the change of team leaders always affects my work!!! It was like this last time, and it is like this this time!!!!!! I need to pass it!!! ASAP!!!!

 

Hope nothing wrong from now on!!!! I am so scare to see my own hand writing now!!!!

呢两日心情有Ｄ怪怪地，好想写野，不过又吴知写咩野！！考完试既人果然系特别空虚．

 

今晚依然系独守空房．夜晚８点几翻到屋企，吸尘洗碗冲凉，支支整整左个几两个钟，终于又坐翻系部电脑前面．上学校既网站稳工，ＳＥＮＤ左一份ＲＥＳＵＭＥ，写左一封ＣＯＶＥＲ　ＬＥＴＴＥＲ，之后发觉继续吴到了，　所以而家决定写ＢＬＯＧ．

 

不过其实真系无咩好写，呢排发生过咩事，上几个ＢＬＯＧ都已经讲晒了．日复一日日复一日，日子日日都系禁过．看上去日子过得好安乐，但系心里面就总系有那么一点吴满足．始终吴知自己想过一种咩生活．吴想成日闷系屋企，但系又吴想成日出去玩．究竟我想点？？？

 

周不时同人地抱怨自己无得翻中国，其实自己知道，就算比我翻左去，禁又点．有时有Ｄ野，吴系话转个环境就可以改变或者解决．对于自己心里面既疑问，或者自己已经有解答，只不过，知道左答案又点．暂时我无能为力去面对或者解决．

 

我觉得自己都系比较适合繁忙既生活．吴好比禁多时间我林野，我或者会好过好多．

竟然要一个人系屋企两晚，真系郁闷！！！！

 

大家翻中国既翻中国，去玩既去玩，我就．．．．．．　越黎越发觉自己好似提早进入老年期禁，呢排竟然连去ＰＵＢ都无兴趣（之前我都几向往嘎嘛）．或者归根究底都系钱既问题挂，再加上前两次既经历实在系有Ｄ无趣，所以而家我都无咩兴趣去蒲了！！！

 

每日放工翻到屋企一定就系打开电脑，将所有关于小美既也看一次．心满意足了，跟住开始做其他野．不过其实都无咩其他野左，无心机看碟，无心机看书．好似除左看小美之外就无心机做其他野了．死啦！！！中毒太深啦！！！！！我呢次惨了！！！原本以为考完试之后会好好多嘎嘛，点知暂时黎讲都仲系好痴线！！！我要检讨下先得！！！

 

又考完两科！！　不过呢个系最后两科了！！！　一个期末考就禁结束左噜，叫做无风无浪挂．ＩＴ＇Ｓ　ＡＮＯＴＨＥＲ　ＬＯＮＧ　ＬＯＮＧ　ＷＡＩＴＩＮＧ　ＴＩＭＥ　ＡＧＡＩＮ！！　等一个月，之后就知道自己既成果了．　每次林起都觉得好紧张．　不过，我会尽量吴去林，既然都考完了，禁就有得距过去啦，到呢个地步，结果已经吴系自己可以控制了．　呢个学期，下个学期，大学既最后一年，　好似过得有Ｄ忧心仲仲禁．　ＡＮＹＷＡＹ，　假期从今日开始，放距一个月再算啦，呵呵！

 

今晚决定要狂看碟，补翻之前无看既野，呵呵！！　其实考完试，无话特别兴奋，每次都觉得考完了，就系禁样．而且，今次考完试无得翻屋企，所以就更加无咩值得兴奋啦．希望跟住落黎既日子可以打多Ｄ工，存翻Ｄ钱．感觉系呢边，生活真系好ＳＩＭＰＬＥ．放假都只系可以打下工，看下碟，看下书．吴敢成日出街玩或者系出去吃饭，因为无咩钱啊嘛！！

 

ＡＮＹＷＡＹ，希望今个假期过得顺顺利利啦！！　亦都希望成绩吴好太难看啦！！！　亦都希望自己可以赚多Ｄ钱啦！！！！

Finished two subjects today!!! Felt so great!!! Not because the performance of the final, as i never have any feeling for my finals (except it was really really really bad), but I finally finished two hardest ones!!!! SoOOOOOO GREATTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!! Of course, hope I can pass them, coz i really don't wanna do them again!!! This semester really sucked!!!!

 

 Gave myself a break tonight!!! HAHA. Went through so many things abt HO!!!! A hahahaha, I am nearly crazy about this guy, woooooooo!!! Well, anyway, i know it's only temporary. That's the Carol during the Final period, crazy about one things and put heaps of time on it during the final. But, after i finish all the finals, I finished the craziness too!!!!!!! A hahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!! I know it. Just like novel in the first semester and drama in last semester.

 

Ok, this is the end of the one night relief!!!! Tomoro is a reading day again. (REad, Read, REaD and sit sit sit). Waiting for the day the result comes out!!! Really hope I can pass all of these!!!! Bless me bless me, everyone!!!!

呵呵，今日终于见到小美了！！！！　哈哈，好开心啊！！　因为可以企系好近既地方望到距既真人，　啊哈哈！！！！仲有握手啊！！！啊哈哈，虽然握完之后吴记得左自己系用边只手同距握既，同埋，好快我就洗过手了，嘻嘻！

 

真系无林过可以见到距真人嘎！！！今次真系好ＬＵＣＫＹ啊！！！拍左一Ｄ　ＶＥＤＩＯ，不过，呵呵，镜头都吴系好稳啦，而且人多，拍得吴理想！！　不过距系我前面做访问既时候，有拍到好清晰既镜头，哈哈！！！

 

禁大个女，都系第一次做呢Ｄ野咋！！！觉得自己今日实在系太女生啦！！！点讲自己之前系吴会禁样追星嘎嘛！！！　但系，机会难得啊嘛，所以我系吴会怪责自己嘎！！！　呵呵！！！

 

虽然系好开心，但系都有可惜既地方，就系，无拿到签名．因为，我自己无继续等落去．始终系吴愿意放太多既时间落去．今日用左４－５个钟为左见距一面，我真系觉得系我自己既极限了．其实走既时候有吴舍得嘎，但系始终大家系吴同世界既人．无论我系果度看几耐，结果都系禁嘎啦．终于知道咩叫近在咫尺又远在天边啦！！！虽然小美吴系十分红，但系已经可以感觉到演员同我地之间既距离了．虽然大家都系人一个，但系距地真系好遥远嘎！！！！

 

恩，觉得自己将感觉写出黎之后，好好多啦！！！今日好多谢ＳＡＬＴＹＦＩＳＨ陪左我一日！！今日拍摄得已成功，都有距既功劳嘎！！！因为距有帮我拿好多野，嘻嘻！！！哦，同埋今日发现，小美块面好大嘎！！！！！

发觉人际关系真系好复杂，　同埋我的确　ＮＯＴ　ＶＥＲＹ　ＧＯＯＤ　ＡＴ　ＩＴ！！

 

放工搭ＢＵＳ既时候林左好多，关于今日听到既事．越黎越吴明白，点解人同人之间系要搞到禁复杂！点解呢个世界一定要分中意同吴中意．

 

之前有同人地讲过，话自己最吴中意Ｄ虚伪既人．其实林下林下，自己都好虚伪啊．之所以我好多时都吴对当事人讲我真正既感受，其实都系惊人地觉得我吴好．所以我对某个人好，吴代表我真系觉得距好；同样，　我对某个人冷淡，亦都未必因为我真系吴中意距．　可能每个人都需要一Ｄ面具，系需要既时候，遮住真正既自己．有人曾经觉得我无咩城府，但系我觉得，只不过系果个人当时看得我吴够清姐．我有城府之心，亦都会斤斤计较，而且吴系你对我好我就对你好，有时你对我吴系禁好，我反而会对你好．所以有时Ｄ野，看表面真系会同本人差好远．呆滞既眼神同表情里面，未必就真系无机心．好多野我吴去做，吴系因为我吴想，不过系因为我无胆．

 

我个人好情绪化，所以吴好期望我会一直对你好好．