Well, start doubting my ability again. It's like, never think the first thing I came across this morning was such a big issue. I knew it's my fault, but really don't have the courage to admit it. Maybe I should, but wat I think is, it's really not a good time, thinking of the things would happen later on.

 

The TAFE thing, I 'am still worrying about it. I just cannot understand, why i can't get a timetable before the first date of attendance. Wat an enrolling system!!! It seems, maybe i need to really discuss the time with A. And wat I think is, he will be really unhappy about that. Wat I can do??? It's really a decision between one's interest and ur living?? And the thing is, u get such f***ing responsibility u cannot just walk away whenever u like. Things just get complicated when u grow up.

 

Well, maybe that's wat life really is, sometimes u'r really happy, and sometimes u'r just feeling like shit!!

 

 

今日搭车翻屋企既时候，又见到果个拿住吉他，头发有Ｄ长，个样好似女仔既高中鬼仔．真系好似女仔嘎，仲要系漫画里面既女仔啊．．

 

ＡＮＹＷＡＹ，吸引我既，当然吴系个样啦，系吉他．．．．．．好似行系条街到，每次见到拿住吉他既人，都会望多几眼．心里面会林：呢个人可能有玩ＢＡＮＤ过喔，如果我可以跟去看下就好了．．．．．．

 

始终系怀念果段日子，清水，厕所，ＧＭ，ＥＬＥＶＥＮ，ＱＪＭ，厕所个师傅，啊水．．．．．．真系好开心既一段时间，真系做自己中意做既事，而且都有获得人地认同，果种感觉真系好好嘎！！上左大学之后，虽然都仲有玩，但系总系觉得感觉差好远．或者人都有关系挂，同埋玩既风格都吴一样．ＡＮＹＷＡＹ，有Ｄ野过左去，始终系吴会再翻翻黎，惟有不时怀念下咯．．．．．．

 

记得ＫＡＴＨＹ同我讲过，话距有个朋友问起：你表妹无咩兴趣／特长既咩？跟住距话：好似无喔！可能对音乐比较敏感Ｄ挂．．．．．．

 

哈哈，＂敏感＂，中意呢个词．我林，之所以会禁讲，系因为我从细就玩乐器挂．不过，真系得个＂玩＂，好似完全就无林挂要向呢个方面发展．觉得自己无呢个天份挂，加上自己都吴够ＳＥＲＩＯＵＳ．以前有个中学同学话要考星海，将弹琴当系职业．当时，觉得好不可思议！！或者我自己既思想都仲系好传统挂，依然觉得，放弃学业去追求音乐太虚无同不切实际．不过，最大最大既原因，始终都系觉得，自己无禁既天分，同埋我都无果分热情同执着．

 

曾经有某个时候，觉得自己对呢样野既欣赏，可能会比其他人更加有ＳＥＮＳＥ　Ｄ．不过，黎都ＡＵ之后就发觉，自己听既野，其实都仲系好大众姐，无咩特别既地方啊！！！跟住开始觉得，自己都不过系同果Ｄ以前自己一直不齿既成日将＂我无左音乐吴得＂挂系嘴边既人差吴多姐．都系吴好将自己看得太罕有啊．．．．．．

 

ＢＴＷ，突然好想讲下ＰＲＯＰＯＳＥ　ＤＡＩＳＡＫＵＳＥＮ既野．

今日坐车翻工既时候，ＭＰ３突然间系到播距既片尾曲．呵呵，其实都吴可以话突然既，我知我有放落去，不过无咩心理准备姐．因为，突然间觉得，好想喊．好奇怪，因为之前成日吴明点解要稳个大叔篱唱呢只歌，仲觉得距好似系要搞到好似好好听禁．估吴到自己今日竟然有禁既反应，真系自己都有Ｄ吃惊．

 

好奇怪哦呵！！系咯，其实我都无觉得出剧有几吸引，当初可能吴系因为ＹＡＭＡＰ既话，我都吴会去看．看既时候仲成日觉得，点解出戏播黎播去，ＹＡＭＡ穿越时空穿黎穿去，都未有结果．终于呢，下个星期就大结局噜．特然有少少吴舍得添．

 

听翻距既ＯＳＴ，几乎每一只歌都可以令我林到里面既镜头，好似部戏突然间变得好有亲切感禁样．哈哈，分明就系呢排空虚得制，咩都拿黎林啦．有时林下，如果可以好似里面果５个人禁，都几好啊．．．．．．

 

哦，仲有琴晚稳ＹＡＭＡＰ既日文网站果时，看到话距同某女星拍拖既新闻．哈，从我开始关注呢个人既时候，我就一直有林，距迟早有一日都会拍拖嘎啦，拍左都可能无人知既．．．．．．不过，Ｄ新闻话某女星好恶劣喔．哎，人系距自己选既，旁人或者好难明既．就算距真系盲左眼拣左个吴好既人，亦都系距自己愿意啊．感情呢样野，无话好定吴好嘎．每个人都有被爱既权利嘎啦，无论你系咩样咩性格都好，都系应该有资格比人爱嘎．不过，听到话ＹＡＭＡ选既人吴好，自己多少有Ｄ失望既．因为系我心目中，距吴系一个肤浅既人．不过，其实自己都无资格禁讲，因为距本来就系拍剧既，距如果将自己演绎成一个好阳光同正面既角色摆系观众面前，亦都系无可厚非．出身ＪＯＨＮＮＹ＇Ｓ既人，可能都无几多个系以真面目见人既挂．无论系点，ＹＡＭＡ有今日既成绩，距自己都一定有付出过好多努力既．大家应该ＦＯＣＵＳ落距既作品嘎嘛，呵呵！！

 

 

Oooppps, got offer from TAFE tonite. Well, a bit exciting. But.....

 

Found that the first date attendance would be on 16 Jul ---- MONDAY, and 9:30 AM!!!!!!! OMG, that means i need to take one day off!!!!!! And then also found "your first aid requirement will be completed in the FIRST WEEK" and classes are from 9:30 AM to 3:30 PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!! Starting to get worry now.

 

Well, I always think i can actually take all the classes at nite or in weekend. but now, it seems quite differ from my original expectation.

 

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, need to think of a way to cope with that!!!!!!! Can't take any annual leave, it's still negative!!!!!!!

 

GOD BLESS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

毕左业出左黎做野，就知道自己要开始对自己负责．无论系边一个方面，都吴可以好似以前禁，ＪＵＳＴ　ＴＵＲＮ　ＴＯ　ＭＹ　ＰＡＲＥＮＴＳ．

 

ＨＵＨ，用左一段时间先接受到以上既事实，真正禁，从心里面接受呢个事实．

 

无林过，而家摆系我面前既系对人地都要负责．仲未开始既，不过要准备了．

 

从Ａ同我讲距既决定既时候，我就觉得，责任太大了．其实而家几好啊，我只需要做分配落篱既任务，完成任务就一身轻松．真系吴想再背负更多既责任，我好似暂时都未准备好挂，我林．

 

但系妈咪话，大个女就应该去迎接更大既责任，如果吴系，永远都吴会更加成长嘎．

 

其实林下都岩既，永远停留系而家既状态，我可能永远都无咩提高挂．问题系，我依然犹豫紧，我到底想吴想系呢个方面提高？每次好似要向前迈进既时候，我都会犹豫．因为我真系未知，未知我想吴想一直行呢条路．当然我吴想令Ａ失望，但系暂时黎讲，我系呢条路上面既每一步都依然牵强．或者，过左呢半年啦，我或者会搞清楚我究竟想做咩．

 

依然系无咩信心，身边既强人实在太多，看吴到任何另自己值得骄傲既地方．

 

识得禁林，系吴系就应该更加努力呢？？？

呢两日真系好冻啊！！！终于有冬天既感觉了，呵呵．之前都一直觉得不过系秋天禁样．

 

好似每年一到冬天，都会林翻起岩岩到ＳＹＤＮＥＹ既日子．系咯，因为都系冬天啊嘛，７月份，最冻既时候．觉得转下眼，ＳＹＤ已经变成一个好熟悉既地方．曾经有林过，比起ＧＺ，我好似更加习惯左系ＳＹＤ既生活．大概因为我呢个人比较悠闲同慢条斯理挂，呵呵．

 

今晚翻屋企既时候，有翻果种好满足既感觉，吴知今次又可以维持几耐呢？？第一次觉得，系满足既时候就要好好禁捉住呢份感觉，慢慢享受下．或者禁样可以拖延萧瑟感觉既侵袭．（好似写得太过添．．．．．．．．．．）

 

夜晚行系条街到，用耳机塞住只耳，隔绝自己同外世界既声音，但系又依然看到身边有人或者车偶然行过．感觉好似翻翻去以前高三禁．记得果阵晚自修完，好多时会自己一个行翻屋企（至少中大果段路通常都系）．果时就好中意开大个耳机，稳中大里面比较僻静既路黎行．感觉就系，呢个世界，得我，同埋我听紧既呢只歌．讲翻起身，高中既日子虽然吴系话过得好精彩或者特别开心，但系回忆起黎，都仲系有吴少值得怀念既野既．