拿左部MP3之后, 呢两日都从STRATHFIELD行翻屋企.

 

又有翻读高中果时既感觉, 歌, 同得自己一个人行既路.当然, 大马路点都无中大禁静啦, 呵呵. 不过,多少都稳翻果种感觉.

 

今日做左个决定, 林左一日, 最后都系跟翻早上既林法.

 

有时有D野, 可能大家会觉得我系逃避??!!! 我自己都觉得系, 或者我认我的确系. 不过, 我始终都觉得我应该禁做.

 

越黎越觉得未系时候... 所以我吴觉得今次系放弃, 因为我知道我以后一定会继续. 等果个阶段到左, 我一定会继续行呢条路.

 

一定会有好多人问我点解.....又一定会有好多人觉得可惜.....无所谓啦, 决定系我自己做, 预左会比人话.

 

我吴可以百份百讲自己系岩既, 特别系系某生同某太眼中, 可能又系我吴挨得既证明.

 

ANYWAY, 可能我的确系吴挨得..............唉, 无得救了我................

coldplay - viva la vida

i used to rule the world
seas would rise when i gave the word
now in the morning i sweep alone
sweep the streets i used to own
i used to roll the dice
feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
listen as the crowd would sing:
"now the old king is dead!
long live the king!"
one minute i held the key
next the walls were closed on me
and i discovered that my castles stand
upon pillars of salt, pillars of sand
i hear jerusalem bells a ringing
roman cavalry choirs are singing
be my mirror my sword and shield
my missionaries in a foreign field
for some reason i can't explain
once you know there was never,
never an honest word
that was when i ruled the world
it was the wicked and wild wind
blew down the doors to let me in
shattered windows and the sound of drums
people couldn't believe what i'd become
revolutionaries wait
for my head on a silver plate
just a puppet on a lonely string
oh who would ever wanna be king?
i hear jerusalem bells a ringing
roman cavalry choirs are singing
be my mirror my sword and shield
my missionaries in a foreign field
for some reason i can't explain
i know saint peter won't call my name
never an honest word
but that was when i ruled the world
(ohhhhh ohhh ohhh)
hear jerusalem bells a ringing
roman cavalry choirs are singing
be my mirror my sword and shield
my missionaries in a foreign field
for some reason i can't explain
i know saint peter won't call my name
never an honest word
but that was when i ruled the world

小路～～～～基于呢排你实在系好烦，所以我决定同你讲！！！

 

我好吴中意D人：

患得患失！！！

无事变小，小事变大！！！

成日乱林野！！！！

主次不分！！！

吴知自己想点！！！

净系识得讲，无D实际行动！！！

成日比空口承诺！！！

完全无为将来打算过！！！

D野明明有所谓又扮到无所谓！！！

过份安于现状！！！

吴上进！！！

成个细路仔禁！！！

逃避现实！！！

 

就系禁了~~~~~

吴该你自己好好反省下，小路～～～～ 吴好成日烦住我！！！ 多谢！！！！

 

想写D野，不过吴知应该写咩

 

通常系搭TRAIN 或者BUS既时候会林到好多野，但系对住部电脑就咩都写吴出黎了

 

不过近排又的确无咩大事发生，都系翻下工，翻下学，交下功课，考下试，出去吃下饭禁，咔咔

 

STRUGGLING既时候依然系有既，不过系呢一刻都过左去了，哈哈

 

过埋今个星期就连TAFE都放假了。加上7月初系淡季，返工几乎都无野做，估计将会进入极度得闲时期。

 

极度得闲又吴系好想洗钱，吴知可以点过呢。。。

 

有突然间兴起想做某D野既冲动，不过基于某人话我应该比较理性，所以最后都系决定放弃了 （我要努力等等等等等等等等等等等等等等等等等等，有耐性系我 优点黎嘎嘛，哈哈！！！）

 

另外，系黄太既劝告之下，决定下个学期读埋最后两科 （其实依然吴系好有把握，不过都试下啦！！！黄太又一次成功左了，好犀利啊距！！）。ANYWAY 啦，最坏既打算都系DEFER既姐。

 

UM...基本上就系禁，真系林吴到可以写D咩，哈哈。。。

 

哦，可以略略禁提下，之前有一件事林黎林去都觉得吴知点好，但系而家终于知道自己想点做了，哈哈！！！结果依然系，我等等等等等等等等等等等等等等等等...

 

EXPECT THE WORST, HOPE FOR THE BEST

 

林到最坏既结果既同时，尚存一丝希望，大家一齐努力 ^_^

 

 

Ppl called in and said I actually needed to wait another 6 months for the application.

 

The boss said he felt sorry for me.

 

Well, in fact, i think i feel a bit relief.

 

I don't really feel ready for this honestly.

 

But anyway, I can wait. It's just perfect for me to finish the Cert III study and then to worry about the other business thing again.

 

Peaceful days again, which is great!! 

It's only something I suddenly thought of, not really related to this entry...

 

Well, haven't been updating here for a while, coz nothing much happened... or too much happened...

 

I finished my exams, moved out from chatswood, started sth new, crashed my car seriously, am still doing the CS in TAFE, waiting for a registration, hoping for the year end so I can get money back, expecting to do sth really on my own later... That's pretty much the big issues~~~

 

Expected things are going further away, the unexpecteds r just getting nearer. Feeling uncertain almost about everything, trying to seize back the faith graduatelly leaving myself.

 

Miss my younger days more and more, when you don't really need to do things on your own and just feel free to rely on anyone. I know I have parents, relatives, freinds and people who really wanna help me. But the feeling of being on my own just gets stronger and stronger. I know I'm not on my own, I know I should feel thankful, I know I should be happy. I know it all, but that means what~~~~~

 

Expect the worst and hope for the best, keep holding on, hoho

 

Sorry if you think this is a moaning out of nothing...... Maybe it really is

因为某Ｄ原因，今日突然间拿翻个ＭＤ出黎听，卡卡

 

点知发觉又多只碟磁化左．．．．．．．．．．

 

好似系第二定第三只碟系禁了．．．

 

好在今次呢只系中国仲有ＣＤ留系到．．．

 

随便选左只幸存既

 

好令人怀念啊！！！！Ｄ歌！！！！

 

全部都系８，９年之前既心水了，竟然到而家都仲系觉得好好听，哈哈！！！

 

好多都耐到吴记得左自己有只禁既歌了，ＳＵＲＰＲＩＳＥ！！！

 

希望呢只碟吴会磁化啦，如果吴系都吴知去边度稳翻呢Ｄ歌．．．

 

好开心啊，卡卡！！！！！要试下有无办法将Ｄ歌系部ＭＤ到ＴＲＡＮＳＦＥＲ翻落部电脑先！！！

 

ＡＨＡＨＡＨＡＨＡＨＡＨＡＨＡＨＡＨＡＨＡＨＡＨＡＨＡＨＡＨＡＨＡＨＡＨＡＨＡ～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

 

有ＱＵＥＥＮ＇Ｓ　ＢＩＲＴＨＤＡＹ　去ＮＳＷ　既　ＳＯＵＴＨ　ＣＯＡＳＴ既打算，不过尚在打算中．．．卡卡

 

有Ｄ野，的确吴系话你想做，你觉得你做得到，就真系做得到．

 

有时，系人既本质问题，或者原则问题？？！！！！

 

ＦＥＥＬ　ＵＮＣＯＭＦＯＲＴＡＢＬＥ，　ＴＨＥＮ　ＤＯＮ＇Ｔ　ＤＯ　ＩＴ．

 

不过我原先真系以为我得嘎

 

套用小Ｅ既一句话＂有贼心无贼胆＂，哈哈，果然我都系禁

 

 

When I did the CS class tonite, ppl were talking abt how toys may be harmful to children.

 

Then some westerners went very natually like "oh, those toys are Made in China!!"

 

SO WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

I know some toys from China may really harm children, but Chinese don't make it on purpose!!

 

I don't really like people being so despiteful!! Totally unecessary!!!

 

There must be someone want these toys, so they set up the factory in China, and hire Chinese cheap labours to make it. Not Chinese people make it intentionally to harm the children. No one asks you to buy things that made in China. If you don't like it, just leave it!! They don't even think that it's actually the Chinese labour who suffered most from these damn things. You guys have those F..king checking systems, they don't work properly, so don't blame China.

 

I don't deny things Made in China should be definitely improved. However, just don't make it like Made in China always means low quality. WTF!!

 

Well, maybe i'm a bit radical. Anyway, I do think some people are just too unreasonable and doing this whole getting rid off responsibility things too well.

 

I'm also Made in China, so I may be harmful too!!

So, no experience may not mean anything......

 

The willling to learn should be the most important

 

I chose this road then I should have faith for myself

 

Never doubt till u really try hard

 

So, give myself some motivation, let's keep going......

一件事可以看穿一个人．．．．．．．．．．．

 

或者呢件事可以比我真正认识到你．．．．．．．．

 

No starting, no ending.......

I'm starting getting over that feeling............

 

I think I will finally cope with that well.........

 

Thanks every u, u and u.........

 

Let me clear my mind eventually..........

 

Special thnx to IC ^_^ XXXXOOOO

 

 

 

终于到左０７年最后几日了，呢一年果然系好似年头林既一样，好快就过完了．．．．．．．．

 

生活依然如旧，翻工放工，无咩新意．

 

觉得自己越黎越提吴起精神工作，个人变得懒散了．．．．．．．

 

一懒散就又觉得自己既生活完全无意义

 

人果然系需要压力．．．．．．

 

有好多野想弄明白，但系又懒得去追根究底，又或者系吴够胆．．．．．．．

 

＂吴知自己想点＂既林法频繁出现；但系明明我知道自己既目标嘎！！！！

 

恩．．．过节都系讲翻Ｄ过节既野啦，呵呵．．．

 

去左一趟ＰＯＲＴ　ＭＡＣＱＵＡＲＩＥ

 

发觉自己无可救药禁中意左个海．．．．．．．．

 

其实死系海里面都几好．．．．．．．如果我够勇气又够绝望既话，哈哈

 

好开心可以看到月圆之夜既海，靓不在话下，亦都好神秘，好诡异．．．．．．

 

亦都好中意海边既悬崖，中意企系悬崖边上，看海水冲击岩石撞出既浪花

 

从悬崖边跳落海都可以死，不过禁样好似死得比较痛．．．．吴够胆，哈哈

 

见到有人坐系悬崖边钓鱼，心里面觉得好佩服

 

其实自己都吴系一Ｄ都吴惊嘎

 

林到一个大风自己就有可能被吹落崖，点都有Ｄ心寒既．．．．．．（不过以我既重量，可能飓风先得，哈哈）

 

总体黎讲，ＰＯＲＴ　ＭＡＣＱＵＡＲＩＥ一行都系好ＲＥＬＡＸ既，觉得自己以后可能会再去

 

翻到ＳＹＤＮＥＹ重新翻工，觉得周围都好萧条．．．．．

 

好多人根本连工都吴使翻．．．

 

觉得好似已经过左好耐禁了，无奈仲要过埋新年既假期．．．

 

距离好似又越拉越远了．．．．．．．．

It feels really really really really really bad........................

 

Make me feel like i'm not accountable and responsible.

 

i'm not the one who created the problem, then why i need to deal with all this.....................

 

i need to adjust myself

 

 

和魔羯接触过的人都会认为他们脾气很好，好的似乎发傻。其实他们并不是脾气好，只是他们很会装(this is really true..............)

所以魔羯可能会变得世故，却一辈子也无法圆滑。
爱情方面魔羯很少会主动。  
更惨的是，能让他们爱上的人也可能是百年难得一遇(But it's very easy for them to have a feeling for someone)结果就是.....也许会孤独终老 (That's wat i've been thinking lately)。  
不是物质，不是实际 (it's rational)。爱情婚姻上，是对自己和对方的要求很高，精神层面尤甚。宁缺勿滥。  

 

So, above is from my friend's friend.......... I don't even know that ppl, kaka.

Anyway, the whole thing is very long. I only took the ones were correct, I think .........

Yes, i'm a capricorn  

 

 SATURN.......................

There r so many things on this world just being disguised or covered up by sth else.

 

When u grow up, things r getting more and more vague and unclear.

 

Many times we try to figure out wat's true wat's fake, who we can trust who cannot. Then the world starts getting more and more complex.

 

Our visions get blurrer and our minds get more confused

 

Then we ask ourselves, where we can get real peace within and how...................

因为最近实在太无聊，所以某日看左好多高中同学既ＢＬＯＧ

 

发觉

 

强人依然系强人

以前吴系好强既人都变左强人

美女依然系美女

以前吴系好靓既都变左美女

 

有时真系觉得，自己走得越黎越远了，一个人．．．．．．．．

越大越吴知点样同身边既人＂ＫＥＥＰ　ＩＮ　ＴＯＵＣＨ＂

越黎越难以靠近既自己．．．．．．．无助．．．．．．．．

 

ＴＲＡＰＰＥＤ．．．．．．．．．．．

下班之后就知道，郁闷了一个星期之后，这个星期又恢复到之前的状态．．．．．．．．

 

不知道应该开心还是继续郁闷．．．．．．感觉上并没有开心起来．．．．．．．．

 

自从慢慢接受了上星期所想到的结局之后，心里面曾经想过或者不要回到之前的样子比较好．虽然整个星期想了很多．．．．．．

 

其实画面也只有那几个，但是每次想起都有种冲动

 

有点厌倦了，等待什么时候自己真的可以不再像现在这样．．．．．．．．

 

开始体会到＂过客＂这个词，因为看到很多的出现和消失，都是在不经意间的，蓦然回首时才突然发现．．．．．．．．

 

就让这种状态一直持续下去吧，反正我也做不了什么．．．．．．尽管心里面真的很想自己可以积极一点．．．．．．．．．．

 

总有一天，这一切都会结束的．然后所有事情又回到最原始的原始．．．．．．

 

＂天青色等烟雨 而我在等你．．．．．．．．．．．．＂

呢排好中意海，吴知点解

 

以前看电视，好难理解点解住系海边既人对海有情结，不过而家开始明了

 

的确系觉得，心情好或者心情吴好，望住个海，就会觉得好舒服

 

可能系视野比较开阔挂，心情都会觉得坦然好多

 

今日又林起一样以前一直想做既野，去ＭＡＮＬＹ看日出

 

恩，有机会，不过等天气暖翻吴落雨先

 

海同海边既悬崖，好似系点看都吴会厌既野

YUP!!!!!! COZ THE PRICE IS JUST CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE MOST UNREASONABLE PRICE I'VE EVER SEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

WTF~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

I WILL NEVER FLY DURING CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!